Something is hurting inside of me. A
few weeks ago I was lied to by a person sat dead opposite me and said
something against me that just wasn't true. It hurt me and I was
angry and I'm still angry. The reason it's hurting though is because
I just can't let it go and the problem is that the person I know will
be hurting to.
I watched this video
It made me sad. It made me so sad that
I even cried. Real fat, tidal waves tears down my cheeks. What is
happening inside of me that makes me so sad about something so minor
(in the grand scheme of things).
The video made me think about how I
would feel if I turned around no one was behind me. No one in my
team was cheering my corner. What my hurt would look like if someone
filmed it and played it back in slow motion.
Those words had cut me and as I walked
around I realised I was leaving bloody footsteps behind me and what
was left growing was an ugly snub, worthless and proud. Anger lingers
like the winter winds. I wouldn't allow God to heal me but in 16
seconds when I got to witness someone else's pain a moment that
screamed silently 'why is no one coming?'. It made me wonder about
what if no one else is cheering her?
Remember that Grace that saved you.
That had to run around after your crazy, and fought against your lies
and 'oh my God' painful words. Do you remember the Grace that saved
you and continues to cheer your corner?
It's time then to change. Let's run
shamelessly after thoses who hurt and lie about us. Let's forgive
relentlessly so that whenever someone turns there is always someone
there to welcome them with open arms.
There are reasons why we are told to
love everyone.
