I just want to tell you!

I want to do something!
Anything.
I want to write,
I want my words to flow freely from my pen
I want them to rise up and dance.
I want to run
somewhere, till nothing matters
what pains cant space heal?

I want to know what I have never understood before.
I want to sing
and shout
make me a little girl
I want childlike eyes so when I look at you I just see you!
I want to talk
I want to ask you things and tell you things

I want my heart to blanket
(not my heart your heart)
I want to love everyone, I do
I want everyone to know you
God's high, long, wide immeasurable love.
And if you don’t know it yet
My love for you matters

My love for you matters

and I love you

Even if you don't believe it,
even if its hard to believe it,
even if everyone loves you
in the waiting rooms,
between the sheets
or no one loves you
My love for you matters.

When it rains my father holds a iron umbrella
He is a raft in times of trouble
He is humble and in Him grace abounds

I like to think you know you aren’t forgotten
that all your bruising against this world won't go to waste
that it will burn away to embers
but the embers could guide home ships from sea.